dah give up ke..?

Harini aku tak bawa beg Nursing Avent datang opis...rasa cam dah nk give.Almost 3 weeks..dapat 2-3 oz with 3 pumping session..satu session tak sampai pon 1oz..its really demotivate me...Ive tried ayaq longan, fenugreek pills,spirulina,burberries leave pills for almost 1 mth..and none of it suit to my body. Ive tried body massage also does not give any effect to my milk supply...

I was thinking..maybe masin mulut Mama kot...dr taim aku preggy lagi dia kata : Pas dapat baby ni kena susukan baby tau..susu tu hak milik dia, nnt kt akhirat dia bole soal kita balik kenapa tak bagi susu kt dia...alaaa,menyusu ja sampai mana larat...6-7 bulan susu kering la...cam Mama". Then, bila aku ngadu kt Mama susu aku dah kurang..even hampir2 xdak..dia kata "Biasala....Mama pon camtu dulu..masuk bulan 7 terus kering....".emmmm..very tak supportive :-(

Deep inside my heart..aku masih mengharap ada susu lagi tuk anak aku...balik ni nk betul2 rest+relex,try to direct brestfeeding him regularly....and hopefully next week, aku datang opis ngan beg Avent aku balik...